Idk to be honest i went through the same rut most people do with smoking weed where everytime i smoked i panicked and felt like i was shrooming my vision would pick up certain things and like enlarge it and block out everything else. And when i looked around i had shutter vision , like my eyes were blinking super fast. But eventually you realize your mentality towards what happens to you can greatly affect what happens. And that you can control your own outcome and choose peace or unrest