Life. What is life? Is it the accumulation of experiences? Is it life because we die? Is it life because we try to do good or evil? Are we really living, or are we just stuck in the past with war and hatred? I ask these questions because I am stuck between living a "normal" life or sacrificing myself for the better of the world. I say this because the entire history of mankind is based on war, hatred, and greed. I cant say too much of what I would be doing or planning for this sacrifice but I can tell you that I will be living a lie and committing what most people would say are sins and evil to reach a greater good for the entire world. If all goes well I will be the most hated person in the entire world, by the entire world. Or, I can just live a "normal" life and get sucked into this system of "Wake up, Go to work, Be normal, Consume, Die". In the normal life I would aspire to be a Network Administrator at a large company and just do whatever is needed to "live". I know that either way, during either life I will look back and ask myself "what if I had taken the other path?" and that is why I cant decide on which I should choose. Honestly, either way I will be living a lie because I have strong feelings about the first option, and my "normal" life will only be lived just to survive. Advice? If you have questions, please ask.