I'm stuck.. I have this thirst for knowledge that just will not leave me alone, especially in the last few months since I discovered UFOs. I want to know so bad how everything began.. I just don't get it.. I figure there must be laws of 'physics' beyond our comprehension.. but when I go deep into thought I always end up at the same exact point.. What created creation? If you say god, then what created god? Nothing? It just is? Then what IS is? AHHHHHHH! I swear its enough to make me go insane.. I need to know these answers.