For a while there were so many things going bad in my life within the last 2 years. there were times that I literally thought I would never get out of the suffering and problems that I was having. I was contemplating suicide on a daily basis. Now things are getting so much better and looking up for a change which I'm ecstatic about. Life is good and I just wanted to share this somewhere, so I shared it here. sorry if i wasted your time with this.