suppose............................?

There has to be an end
Since we are proof of the start
end to start as Alpha to Omega
start to end as Omega to Alpha
To end is now
and again we are proof

My heart beats and tells me i am alive
when i know it all to be lies
and a face that is not of seen
Then does that to mean
i do not exist
(or of being)

I am in love with the hope
That a person will save me
and a feel is the teeth of the knife
stricking and knowing into me
Just my blood and heart lays on the floor

And i know you dont understand my ways
or what i mean to say
but my pen strikes the paper instead
of my dumb dumb heas
for shame i die to myself
so is this what alive means

IS this my Alpha ?
Or Omega
how can it be neitherfor
i dies over again
or both
a like dancers they have no effect
but as great deffenders of oppossite teams
to leave them in a room together
means to control
and the Alpha nor Omega have control alone
but would have to have control to make
the control of peace of dancers

So it this now her my
Omega or Alpha
Or
Alpha or Omega ..................
............................
...........HUH !!

 

yes it is serious and the huh at the end for me symbolised the endlessness of the sitatution and how confussing it felt /feels