this is a bunch of incoherent ramblings loosely in formation to resemble somewhat of a rant. i don't understand society, western, at least. why is the ego so dominant? why does it exist? why are people trying to move away from the natural? ego is the fucking worst. 'i'm better than you since...'. does it make any sense? not to me. how i wish people would drop these childish ideas that place such merit on material goods (not needs such as food) and social hierarchy. in one way, people have evolved to be more reasonable (from six thousand years ago). This is because laws are much looser, and liberal. In another, people became more illogical and place value on things which don't mean anything. why are there still borders? aren't we on one planet? there are a shitload of countries now a days. everyone wants their own little piece of land to call home. why? i don't quite know how to focus all this on one point, but believe me, it is all in the same category. i also wanted to address this other thing that i've thought about numerous times. why do people try and make themselves unnatural? women, especially, i find it. the painted faces, the dyed hair, things like that. i mean, i am certainly more attracted to modern women, which is probably a bad thing, but how did it become so? is it because of media constantly showing this, causing me to become 'brainwashed', in a sense? it's that fucking ego again. it's always there. finally, i'll end on a lighter note, which some still consider pretty serious. why is the word ****** (since i know that will be starred out, i mean the dreaded 'n-word') so fucking taboo? it really shouldn't be censored, especially in a place which values basic freedoms. can't i have my freedom of speech? This isn't an issue on the forum, however, it's an issue all over the western world. oh, sure, call me a racist, if you must. i just think that people who let words have power like that should reevaluate their entire life and existence. agree? disagree? which issues? thank you, if you read the whole thing.