So I have a problem, I lack social skills. I was beat up as a kid and ostrisized and now the stage of development I missed is catching up with me. For the first time in a while I was going out with a cool girl, real cute, it was our first "hang out" I cooked her her favorite food and everything was going great. Then I thought she's smiling, being all cool, but if I don't make a move she'll think I'm not interested. So when we were watching the movie I put my hand around her. She got creped out but I didn't catch on. I tried to kiss her, lookin back on it, what was I thinking? I drove her home and apoligized, but I don't know if she'll ever talk to me again. I hurt soo bad. But what hurts more is I feel soo bad for her. I just wanted her to be happy and now nothing will ever happen. I need to work on this shit more.