Sigh, I'm on a hiatus from weed for now.

Yea, I'm quitting, for a couple of reasons. 1.) Need to find a good paying job. 2.) Money problems. I don't have money to send like that, and I'm throwing it all on weed when I could be saving up or at least spend it on something that will help me in the long run. 3.) Enjoyment factor. When I started using cannabis, I loved it. Back then it had that euphoric feel to it. But about a year ago I started to notice that even though I would smoke and get high it just wasn't the high I was looking for. It was like I knew when I was high but that was it really, I was just high. No real big enhancement in music too much, stopped having CEVs, isn't euphoric, basically all the things that I liked about it isn't there anymore. And no matter how much I smoke, those effects won't come. 4.) Depression. I've been battling with depression for many years now. Weed helped for a while, but now it's made me too introspective about my own problems and at the same time I wouldn't feel like doing anything. I don't even like smoking with other people now. I just smoke by myself and just waste away my time doing nothing but staring at my laptop.

I wanted to quit for a while now, but I have an addictive personality. I'm also trying to quit porn and masturbation (doing both since I was 8) and that is a different demon altogether that I won't get into details.

I've been heading down the wrong path in my life and I have finally decided to wake up and be responsible (and i'm mad at myself that i've waited this long). Now i'm not saying that mary jane is bad, we all know it's not. But right now, it's actually doing me more harm than good. But, will I quit mj forever? I don't think so. But right now I just need to face my responsibilities as well as finally ridding myself of this depression.

But that's enough outta me. For those of you who smoke and have your shit together I commend you. And one day, i'll be a happier person and i'll surely come back, smoke, and chill out with the coolest community there is on the internet. Farewell .