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Should I smoke for 4/20? Seriously ambivalent...

Discussion in 'Seasoned Marijuana Users' started by SoCalToker, Apr 20, 2012.

  1. #1 SoCalToker, Apr 20, 2012
    Probably the wrong forum to be asking this (lol), but should I smoke just for 4/20? I haven't smoked for 5 weeks now, and I feel great. I was extremely psychologically addicted to weed, not even opiates and benzos got me truly psychologically addicted, despite having moderately severe pain and minor anxiety.

    Something about weed clicks for me, and it consumes me when I'm using it. It's either on (stoner) or off (break). There's no "occasional use" for me.

    I can't function in a productive manner on it, so I usually get high and listen to music, watch movies, or browse the internet. I am seriously surprised at my discipline to stay away for so long. I still love smoking, and always will, but I'm not at a good point in my life success-wise (bad grades in college, despite being intelligent), not a lot of money to spend on weed, mildly anxious about my life, on probation (I can still smoke) due to cannabis extracts, etc.

    I've been a bigtime stoner for 5 years now, smoking top grade 3-4 times a day, with hash and kief thrown in when I felt like it. I would never have planned a break, I just stopped smoking for a day to cram for a test, then I studied more the next day, then I just didn't smoke the third, since it gets easier as time goes on. Five days in, I'm thinking about it less and less, and before I know it, five weeks, wow.

    My life has greatly improved in a short month, and I just don't want to screw it all up again by starting up my habit again. I seriously don't even have an urge to smoke this 4/20, but should I do it for shits and giggles? I know I'll love it like I always do, then the next day I'll be like, "fuck it I smoked yesterday," and so on and so forth. They say once an addict, always an addict, has anyone gone to occasional, weekly/monthly use after stopping heavy cannabis use?

    I love life stoned, but I love life sober even more. Being stoned all the time makes me depressed, socially anxious, and mildly dissociated from the world. It's like I've been merely existing in this world for the last five years, now I'm actually living in it.

    I was thinking about dropping acid again in mid-May, but I can't imagine it without cannabis, the two go together like Nutella and peanut butter, so I'm thinking that might be my 4/20...
     
  2. #2 ElectricJW, Apr 20, 2012
    Hey I love the benefits from weed, but if you dont then I would say against smokin on 4,20......especially if you might do it again and again. Unless you want to start back smoking again.

    Or if you just "have to" take 1 hit of some good weed and thats it. You will be straight off that 1 hit, but you might want to take another and another, etc.
     
  3. #3 MarleyIsaLegend, Apr 20, 2012
    Don't do it man. It sounds like right now you are in rough rapids. Wait until you hit the calm waters, ya dig?
     
  4. #4 LankySwag, Apr 20, 2012
    For your own sake, edit the thread and delete the talk of any drugs beside mary.

    And nah you shouldn't, it you feel better sober, why change tht just because other people are celebrating
     
  5. #5 benny breeg, Apr 20, 2012
    dont do it man, its not worth fucking up what you worked hard or while you were sober
     
  6. #6 Purpleface, Apr 20, 2012
    420 doesn't really mean shit anyways, skip it this year and keep that sobriety streak going.
     
  7. #7 Pownage420, Apr 20, 2012
    Everyone is different man, You make your choice after your break.
    Personly cannabis doesnt stop me from doing things since I only smoke once a night, But if I got into a habit of doing it more than once a day I would quit
     

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