High or not. I'm starting to notice I can never be satisfied. When I'm not high all I want to do is get high. I've forgotten how to have fun sober. When I try it just doesn't satisfy. I try sober activities while high. Nothing. I'm sober other than the 2 glasses of red wine I had earlier, and I've come to realize I'm a self centered pot addicted loser, who has nothing going for him: no job, no girl, and just today lost my best friend over something I'd rather not discuss at the moment. Im starting to think I can only find satisfaction in sobriety but what if even that doesn't work, and I can't get myself to that state because of my love for weed. I've smoked eerday nearly for the past 2 years, any suggestions blades. Sorry in advance for venting, had to do it some where.
You just got to fight through it man. Try being sober for the whole day, and just smoke A bowl at night to help you fall asleep. You'll find you might enjoy the high more since you are not doing it constantly. I've been through a similar situation you basically have to man up and look at the positive things in life. And try to love/respect yourself, so you can love/have fun with others. Do some soul searching. Good luck man.
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