Over analyze my thoughts when im high?

Hi,
I smoke almost every night and every time the same thing happens. Instead of feeling happy and experiencing everything in a better way, all i do is over analyze my thoughts and get the kind of memory loss and confusion from the high. Sometimes when i smoke i get happy but most of the time its only the thinking effects like the confusion, slight short term memory loss, and over analyzation. When im high, i always have that voice in my head going really fast and racing thoughts and i will think really deeply about something but then right after i get a good though going i think to myself "im just really high" or "am i high" and my entire high engs up with me just thinking to myself how i am high but im not actually experiencing it. How can i stop thinking about my high and just experience it? I know this is probably hard to understand and i explained it badly but im sure you guys know what i am talking about.
Any ideas?

Thanks!

 

EDIT: I am pretty sure it has alot to do with my anxiety but i dont want answers about how to calm my anxiety, just wondering how i can just keep my mind off of how im thinking lol

 

I do watch movies and stuff but its like my own thought process is louder than whatever else is going on. Like i have had moments where i am really into whatever im doing but then my mind will like snap back to reality and it will honestly be like im not high anymore and all i am thinking is how im high. Like every 5 minutes i like snap out of my high and im fine and sober then i fall back into my high only to wake up again it sucks because it ruins my good vibes and makes it not as enjoyable

 

I think you misunderstood but thats probably my fault, i love getting high and i love the feeling but my mind always thinks to myself "im high thats all, im just high thats why this and that and bla bla bla " like i want to stay in my happy high and not to just think about how im high. I dont control it it just happens

 

since about november of 2011

 

weeknights i take maybe 3 vape hits , on weekends i just smoke as much as my friends have and i just smoke and vape till i dont want to anymore or i get way too high and fall asleep haha

 

Every time, after i smoke i just think to myself "when will i feel it" and every time i have some sort of mental slip or anything i think "is it cause im high?" or things like that

 

Well i do have a bunch of problems one main one being severe anxiety which is probably why i over analyze, but idk i cant think of any thing to change

 

I did and last weekend i mixed white widow, blue dream, and some really sick named one that i forgot (northern lights or something?) and it was an awesome high aside from the moments where i analyzed myself but i barely did that time for some reason

 

Yea it happens less with friends but still happens though but way more when im alone your right