NO. I'm really feeling depressed.

It's been 2 times now. I'm feeling depressed (and not just pissed off) whenever I get high.
I even cried.
I'm feeling like everyone around me doesn't like me and try to get rid of me by any means.
I'm in high school and I didn't hang out with anyone in my age (or any friend) its been 7 months now. I think that's the main reason of my depression.
It's the first time I get so emotional and cry when I'm high.
I was always feeling happy when I was completely alone, but since I started knowing these certain girls in my school, I've been feeling depressed (I'm a guy btw).
What I need to do is hangout with someone I'm cool with and I hope my depression will go away.
I need your helpful responses.
Please.

 

Yea man. Really cold.
Thing is I was completely fine till I started talking more often to these girls at school. I don't know what did they do to me but I feel like their negative energy and villainy is making me depressed.
Did that make sense?
Oh just wanted I'm not anti-social or anything. I'm actually really social with all people that surround me but I don't know any good "real" close friends to hang out with. School people are rich bitches that hang out in places that I never heard of before. I feel like that's what causing my depression and I think I hate people at school lol.

 

whenever i have a chance i try to its been 7 months.

here the stoner i know are some drop out stoner stereotype type kids that I wont even think about chillin with. I live in Canada. People here are as cold as the weather. I really wanna go back to home country (but it's just impossible)

RIGHT TOO. That's REALLY right. I think what you've said is one of the main things that contributes to my depression!

 

First I would like to thank you for all your replies. I'm already starting to feel better

The last post I replied to told me what might be the reason of my depression but this post really told me what to do. I really appreciate your advice and trust me, I will follow it.

Trust me. It is. You just CAN'T stop about thinking how bad these people are treating you. And you start getting all these negative thoughts that varies from feeling they are doing a military plan behind my back to get rid of me and never talk to me again to a feeling where you feel it's all your fault. It really feels like hell. Honestly I've always thought that people that are depressed because or on weed are kind of soft people that can't control their emotions. But no. I now feel it really well. It's not a good high at all. You even start doing things you have been doing before when you felt happy when high like listening to songs or singing to them. Doesn't work. Works for 10 seconds and you start thinking again about all these negative thoughts. I'm also feeling really relieved answering and reading these responses. Thank you guys. I really appreciate it. Oh btw, your point is another reason that contributes to my depression and you are absolutely 100% correct.

Nothing is better than this. And I do know that.
What I need to do is first, NEVER talk to these bitches again at school (and I mean NEVER. May be try to keep a relationship just to get some help during school days, even though I've gave A LOT and barely received back.).
Second I need to buy some bud.
Third I need to find a buddy (and I think I know who) to smoke with.

Every response gives me more hope and happiness. I may sound like a desperate but any helpful advice from you guys is REALLY really appreciated.

 

Saying thank you is not enough to express how glad I'm now thanks to you and many others that tried to help me.
Oh btw. I really wish I could teach the world to be a thugsta just like me.
One of my fav songs (days of our lives) and my fav group of all time (I only listen to them btw. All songs in iPod by Bone and may be two or three by Akon or somethin )

If you were one of the most popular guys why didn't you wanna chill with anyone? That doesn't mean that I would of been happier I was popular at school, but that would had def. helped.

 

I think that music is what's making me living right now (not to that extent, but it had helped me MANY times before). Buying a treadmill next Sunday and will def. start to exercise.
Lol in here you never see sunlight till June.
Thanks for your helpful advice.

That's what's going to be done till I find that I'll smoke with friends I'm comfortable and happy with and completely away from the people that I do not want to meet (a.k.a people from school).
I've been depressed since last friday and was feeling "alright" since yesterday night. Today thought I'm all normal and happy, but found out I'm even more depressed and I cried.
This thread had greatly helped me though.
I thank every one of you guys.
I almost don't have anyone to take advice from, so having a nice community like this def. help me and many others as well.
I thank every one who tried to give me help and advice.