well this kind of a weird story. before reading please realize YES im in highschool and to some of you it may come off as highschool drama but this is really big to me. and yes.. im 18 its possibleto be 18 and a senior. ill be 19 in may. well anyways heres the story: friday ngiht i went to this party with a bunch of people i dont know or like. it was this girls sweet 16. i was one of the oldest kids there. there was like 6 of us. anyways i asked her to prom. prom wasnt a big deal to me till all this happened. shes a very pritty girl with a very outgoing personality. i can honestly say im falling for her. saturday night i was drinking with my dad. he gave me a few beers and i had about a half a handel of captain morgans. i was shitfaced needless to say (and i wanna apologize for my pointless posts sat night) and she had signed onto AIM. well im a very emotional drunk. i get all aulky and its not a pritty sight. i dont remeber half of what i said to her but i asked her to the movies for next weekend (only cuz i copied the IM into an html file. dont ask how i did it trashed im still trying to figure it out). now im sure most of you have been drunk before. well i wrote a sappy emotional letter to myself. i found it yesterday morning adn panicked cuz i had known i had talked to her. well i dont think i said anything to bad but ill also hit on anything with legs that walks when im like that. sunday i was nervous all day about what i said. and after talking to her i dont think i said anything terribly offensive. but i was kept all day in suspense as to what will happen today. its monday morning and my first class starts in an hour. i see her in my second class. im soo friken nervous about this and i dont know why either. how should i go about handeling all of this? my romantic life sucks. i havent had a girl in a while because i was so hurt over the last one. but this feels different it feels something different now... i mean im soo nervouse/ helpess feeling and i dont wanna screw this up. i really need adivce because i suck at all this. and i posted this becasue this forum IS my moral support with everything. sometimes people in the real world dont see things the same way as you guys do. thanks for any help you can give!