So tonight was a miserable fucking night, i come home from my cousins graduation party and my dads drunk on the couch reaking of cheap booze. Hes very annoying while drunk and will shout at the top of his lungs. A few minutes go by and me and my mom are walking to,my room and he says too my mom "suck my fucking cock bitch" in a real loud evil voice. i have been putting up with this skumfuck for my whole life. When he says degrading shit to my mom i always scream at him and tell him i want to slice his throat, usually he laughs and says go ahead bitchboy. I went in my room and broke down crying. I have no friends to talk to and i cant move out because im to depressed to leave and my mom wants me at home. At the family graduation party my family was laughing and smiling and i think why is my life so fucked and every one elses is peachy.