Blades, I don't know who else to share this with and I'm not quite sure what I'm looking for, I just have to get this off of my chest. The other night the most embarrassing thing happened to me. I was hanging out with some friends (my ex included). I was the only girl there, which is nothing new to me. We were all drinking quite a bit and I had put down 6 or 7 drinks already. It was a nice night so we were outside enjoying some fresh air. I had to go pee, but kept holding it in because I didn't want to 'break the seal'. Well after a while I just couldn't take it anymore. I ran into the house and accidentally pissed my pants. I bawled my panties up and threw them in my purse and went commando, but I'm pretty sure that even with dark wash jeans, it looked apparent that I was soaked. I ran out to my car in hopes of finding something to change into, but completely forgot that I recently cleaned my car out. I ditched my wet underwear, sprayed some perfume all over, sat on a towel, and called my best girlfriend to help me calm down. I contemplated just leaving, but figured that would look suspicious. After a while I went back inside to find everyone just chilling out in a circle. There was one open seat on the other side of my ex so I walked past him with my back to him in hopes that if he noticed he wouldn't say anything. Well luckily nor him or anyone else said anything. They asked where I was and I told the truth, that I was on the phone. Then things went back to normal. I don't know if anyone noticed or not because nobody said anything about it, but I'm still so embarrassed and can't believe that this actually happened. I haven't pissed myself since I was a little kid.