lsd and me (story)

joe Biggs · Aug 30, 2008

following my first wonderful experience with lsd, i made a thread regarding my trip report here. once school began i was assigned to write a short story, poem or description of a one thing i cant live without, without saying what it is.

here is my trip report edited into a short story, describing why i cant live without "it". LSD.

Ecstasy of Potential

I put it on my tongue, and soon noticed the easy flavor, resembling candy. I begun to enjoy the soothing music that filled my ears and the luminous stars that gleamed against the dark sky. While sitting on the ground I have come to know after (MY AGE) years of life, I began reflecting on who I am and my placement in this world. After a small introduction to my self reflection, my mind soon wondered to the euphoria I receive from the feeling of the cold, firm grass beneath my body. Various glow sticks and strobe lights became mesmerizing and vivid, allowing me to stare blankly and simply admire.

The stars continued to light up the black sky, vibrantly, several even tracing across my field of vision in a slow, straight pattern, until they diminish again into the abyss of the night’s sky. I soon decided it was time for a walk, while walking I notice the numerous branches of each tree and the thousands of individual blades of grass that make up the field I stood on, all swaying and wiggling to the rhythm of their own existences as living organisms.

Mesmerized by the flow of nature, I wonderingly intruded past a stranger’s party on the field. While slowly walking through their area, my mind jumped to the hypnotic and gleaming glow stick walkway they had set up to direct towards their camp. The pathway of lights caught my eyes attention instantly, my mind was occupied by the sounds of their car. The entire environment and situation overflowed my mind with euphoria, excitement and curiosity. One stranger noticed my fascination by this celebration and, out of pure kindness, hands me a balloon to occupy and amaze my mind with. As soon as my fingertips felt the smooth surface of the balloon my face lit up with a smile, like a child on Christmas morning. My mind was completely overwhelmed with deep emotions and mind boggling thoughts through out this phase of the experience.

Later along my travels I met a friendly yet unfamiliar face who rendered my emotions speechless with generosity when he gave me several glow sticks to astound my mind with. The aura the glow stick had as they waved and swirled in all different rhythms and motions was a kaleidoscopic image which climaxed my sense of sight and perception of mental alteration. While in the mist of the crowd, enjoying the comforting tunes of Dark Star Orchestra, I began to close my eyes and let my mind flow with the music. In this action all my thoughts diminished, I became in sync with the song, only hearing the harmony of the music and only visualizing, while eyes closed, a immense pulsating sphere of all colors with a surrounding rainbow like aura. This overwhelming and mesmerizing sphere swayed as if alive and color blended bursts shot out from the center, like fireworks to the beat of the music, all occurring while the sphere slowly fell into the depths of darkness, and possibly the depths of nothingness. Both my sense of sight and sound were vastly, unbelievably astonished. As well I found myself subconsciously uttering the word, "Wow", in an amazed and excited tone. This speech was often and shortly followed by two short giggles.

As my intention wore away from the music and lights, I began to once again reflect on my prior perception of life. I came to a general conclusion that all things labeled as reality our merely perception by the specific individual labeling these objects, material or not. Thus, no matter how confident or convincing someone may try to be they are simply just as clueless as the rest of humanity, whether it be, what is the meaning of life, what is the color blue, or anything in between. We are all only limited to the extent of our individual interpretation of everything, and thus will never have any real evidence to prove or disprove anything beyond this interpretation we each refer to as reality. This then lead me to the realization that because we are all oblivious to absolute reality, based on the conclusion above, then we are all simply on a meaningless cycle. Whether we be at different points in this cycle, it is irrelevant, because we will never be detached from this binding cycle or journey.

After this conclusion, I found my self thinking, “I love (it)”, because of the way it allows my mind to flow, not to think but be free, this was a natural feeling, an enlightened feeling, a blissful feeling. I began to admire “it” for its ability of letting my mind flow, to address all decisions I have ever made and have regretted. Allowing me to visualize all conflicts, in my conscious or sub conscious mind, that I once stressed over and resolve them. I was then able to be happy and satisfied with my life as it is, in the present, and thus provided me time to look and dream into the future. While doing so I was able to prioritize everything I wanted to experience or accomplish in my upcoming life, from a much greater and certain level of consciousness. I was able to become excited for the potential blissfulness of future life rather than stress over the potential worries of upcoming situations.

Once all past life decisions were resolved and all future decisions were prioritized I was overcome with a great deal of euphoria, thus free to allow my thoughts to naturally flow, away from reality, above reality, in a mind state of pure phenomenal ecstasy. I felt a lack of consciousness, lack of focus, lack of reality, simply able to let my mind wonder, rather than to thinking of a specific and thus stress of that one specific.
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ihugtrees · Aug 30, 2008

i wonder where the teacher stopped reading cause of the wall of text

burnttwaffle · Aug 31, 2008

epic story man. i love all the details you included, im sure your teacher will love it.

Does ur teacher know its about acid? dont u have to state what its about?

either way, i hope you get to share that with more people cause its a kickass story, and a great summary after i read the trip report

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