I'm an alcoholic, so I can't drink, but I would like to find something that would give me a high comparable to that I experienced when I first started drinking. This would be something that makes you feel relaxed, happy, carefree, a bit silly, and more sociable but not obnoxiously sociable. The main thing is it needs to be something that doesn't make me sleepy (I like to be awake if I'm high) and doesn't give me a feeling that I'm not even in the world. I was able to have normal conversations and think normally, although more emotionally. It wasn't like when I was on pot and had weird thoughts and images. I don't like those. Is there anything you can lace pot with that would give me this sort of high? Pot doesn't give me the same feeling as alcohol but if I could mix it with something that would be like feeling drunk, that would be great.