Me and my girlfriend broke up a few days ago after dating for a year. I'm heartbroken, and all in all it was because we had a lot of clashes. Last night I got drunk and had sex with another girl and couldn't even do it for more than a few minutes because I felt so bad. I feel sad and numb. Not looking for sympathy, just trying to let out my words... I don't have too many friends around. Thankfully the friends I do have are good and understand.