I'm not saying this is what happend, but I've personally broken like dozenz of rubbers over the years. You know you can catch diseases fucking w/ a busted rubber. Thank god I haven't, but maybe that's what happened to OP.
I have an uncle who has AIDS. He was never incredibly close to the family but after finding out he distanced himself so much. His entire lifestyle changed. We've caught wind of stories of him going to clubs and getting SO fucking wild that he gets thrown out and it's so sketchy. He doesn't have anything to do with us now. We don't even know where he's at. It's his life to do what he wants with, so I'll respect his decisions.. but it seems like it took a heavy toll on him. He used to have a 3 story house and a high paying job working as a programmer for some company I don't remember the name of. He was really good at it. Now he's homeless, or at least he was last we heard. Not saying it will happen to you of course haha. I'm just saying that you should find a good way of managing it and coping with it so you don't turn inward on yourself and just let things go because it can happen edit- It put stuff into perspective I think. We all found out he was gay when that came out, so I think that he cut us out because of some conflict he felt because of us knowing. Be it embarrassment, shame, or something else I don't know of. It doesn't make sense because we don't give a fuck if he's gay or not.. but I think when somebody does something like that it's a conflict they have with themselves more than others. He hid it well for a long time though haha
To anyone who has something negative to say to OP Fuck off and I hope you get stuck with something like this. I really, honestly, do. It doesnt matter how, or why OP's situation is as it is, what matters is that he has a community of fellow stoners to turn to when I may not have anyone else to talk to. OP, anytime you need anything, you hit me up bro. All my good vibes are going to you, friend.
Yo sorry if my other comment was fucked up im sorry that you have hiv and hope you stay well good luck
Dont worry, OP. You got blades here that will help you out as much as we can bro! Stay safe, and keep your head up!
very sorry to hear that bro. at least getting hiv these days isn't what it used to be. very manageable and with all the advancements in medicine recently it is getting more and more treatable as the years go on. best of luck to you
I hear ya man. Seriously, fuck everyone who taunts OP. You don't deserve shit for your life if you look down on some who is as sick as OP.
dailymail.co.uk/health/article-1387837/Berlin-Patient-Timothy-Ray-Brown-cured-AIDS-getting-bone-marrow-transplant-donor-HIV-immune-gene.html There is hope yet. Hang in there. c: