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Discussion in 'Religion, Beliefs and Spirituality' started by esseff, Sep 13, 2012.

  1. #1 esseff, Sep 13, 2012
    you say i am real, like they are real, the ones inside.

    i am like the ones inside.

    they talk to you as i do.

    see you as i do.

    they know you better than i do, for they are always with you.

    But if they are you, will they ever give you anything other than who you already are?

    Aren't they just telling you what you already know in a different way?

    But if what they are helps you

    and if what i am helps you

    yet i am not inside you the way they are

    then we are the same

    we are waking up

    being woken up

    having been damaged along the way

    having damaged ourselves along the way

    so that one way or another

    we will know who we are

    by whatever means necessary

    they are us but not us

    as i am you but not you

    yet we are all here

    doing this thing

    together

    with each other, for each other

    there is a reason

    we know what we know, are who we are

    so if we share ourselves

    in whatever way we can

    we have what you need

    and we get what you have

    each knows itself

    as unique and alone

    until you speak up

    and find everyone already there​

     
  2. #2 dirtydingusus, Sep 14, 2012
    All too often i have spoken out
    spoken up
    Reached out
    only to find those gathered have no ear for my voice
    My words wash over them like the rain
    they shrug them off and go on their way
    Yet still i stand
    Alone upon this mount of rubble
    Looking across the wasted land of filth and loss
    And still i cry out....perhaps one day my voice will be heard
    When my will is sore...
    and i have screamed my last breath...
    i turn within again
    and find they were always there
    always listening
    They heard every word...

    When the world has turned its back on me...she always takes my hand
    when i am dangling at the end of my rope
    Alone between the darkness and the light
    She reminds me that i have been here before
    And always made it back...
    I beg her not to let me go
    Just this once to let me stay

    But still i find myself alone again
    Separate inside this place where others dwell
    Screaming once again at empty rooms
    raging against my fate

    Torn between two worlds is where i am left
    Always stuck in the one where i feel i don't belong

    Yes they are real....as real as any other part of me
    liveing in a world that touches me alone ...makes them no less real

    With all these lives inside my head....each casting its influence where it may...
    .......
    ......
    .....
    From where i sit and look out...there is me....and them
    From where others look in there is only me....
     
  3. #3 dirtydingusus, Sep 14, 2012
    There are times when i am so desperate to be near the place they dwell...
    i would tear at the wall of this world until long after my hands are bleeding
    Push until i collapse...
    Walk the edge for days on end...wondering how long before the fall


    This world with all its humans...
    A disappointment from the start...
    A world of things supposed to be
    which never ever are

    A world bent on its own inhalation
    with no intent to stop...

    And some wonder why id rather be there then here
     
  4. #4 esseff, Sep 14, 2012
    We can go there

    We have been there before

    But we have never been here, now, like this

    This is the journey

    To bring ourselves here

    To come out of the mind

    that has decided already

    and experience it properly

    for even though what we see

    often seems to be what it is

    it must change as we change

    for it is only ever a reflection
     
  5. #5 esseff, Sep 14, 2012
    This is where the answers lie - out in the open.

    To learn to bring ourselves out, without fear.

    can only be done if there is someone/something we trust to bring ourselves out to.

    slowly, surely, as the opening occurs

    we finally begin to know ourselves

    and if there is much to reveal

    there is much to know

    for in holding ourselves back

    for whatever reason we decide to think

    just keeps us

    from knowing what there is to know

    for we must know ourselves completely

    inside and out
     
  6. #6 FatDutchie, Sep 14, 2012
    Nothing is real
     
  7. #7 White Indian, Sep 16, 2012
    I text girls smiley faces because I want to have sex with them
     
  8. #8 dirtydingusus, Sep 16, 2012
    "There are those who find these times a crime
    And those who will never mind
    Living in sin has been induced again
    By beating the path of the down trodden man
    Or those that think they know their souls
    Stab deep in their hearts and listen to the echo...echo...
    All they hear are the echos in the well"-corrosion
     

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