labeled Dad. Never have, never will. He killed himself when I was a baby. Shit. It's the little things like that that rip into your heart and make you realize that maybe it is a big heart... but it's a big big empty place. EDIT: Epic fuckup in the thread title. Just wanted to point it out before keyboard warriors stepped forward.
why did you feel it was necessary to tell everyone here on the internet that your father killed himself many, many years ago...
Honestly man, I feel for you and all, but sometimes its better to reminisce on the good times you know?
I hate it when I have little moments like that, out of the blue, that make me depressed as fuck. It's especially bad when you think of a friend for some reason, and think "Next time I see him, I'm gonna..." Then you realize that he killed himself two months ago
it's probably for the same kind of reasons EVERY person posts EVERY thread for.. attention EDIT: i feel for you OP, suicide is wack. My cousin a few years ago as well, shit was horrible.
what happens if you meet a guy named "Dad" and you become friends with him? Goopus: sorry man, I just can't add you to my contacts Dad: why not, bro? Goopus: well....theres this thread..... Dad:
Well I just posted the thread sorta on a whim, that's usually why I post my threads. I really don't care for attention because at least half the time the attention is of the variety that's currently in this thread.
I feel you maan. My "dad" left my mom after I was born. It never really bothered me, but one day I was in like, seventh grade, walking home from school and I saw some dude teaching his kid who was 5 or 6 how to play basketball. It just made me feel like I've missed and gonna continue missing a huge part of life. Doesnt bother me at all anymore though, I like who I became haha.
it sucks man but obviously he didnt want to be a part of ur life. all u can do is live ur life and be a better father than he was.
That's what I worry about. Everyone tells me I'm just like my dad and expect that to be a comfort to me. He fucking killed himself and abandoned his family. I don't wanna be like him. I don't want my son to grow up with nothing but hate in his heart.
I hear that. I post threads cuz I have stuff on my mind. Like writing a letter but not sending it. Idk. Just gotta get it out of my head. And some of you guys on here are colossal asses. If you don't like people talking about how they feel sad or lonely or what the fuck ever then just don't read it. Its like I have this thing inside my head that allows my body to do just about whatever the fuck I want it to. Like read or not read something. Woah...