My dad just decided to randomly drug test me today to check whether I quit smoking or not, because I got caught a few months back by my parents and told him I would stop. I did for a while, and then I started back up occasionally, but figured out the best way to not get caught again was by never giving them a reason to believe I was still smoking. Well it seems they need not reason, for my dad decided to randomly drug test me. It was a urine drug test that was specifically made for testing thc, and theres no way I would pass considering I smoked earlier today. So l tried to stall for a little, so I could think of something to do to make it come out negative. Then it hit me. I had just noticed my brother went to the bathroom and so it was my perfect chance. After my brother got out I went in and just as I had thought he would have, he didnt flush completely. I scooped some of the piss out of the toilet with the cup, and gave that to my dad to test. To my total surprise it came out positive! My brother doesnt smoke!! Turns out he was in the car with me when I was smoking like a week ago, and I think he got some secondhand. My dad pretty much just told me im a failure and that I am going to grow up to be working at the 7-11, and a nobody. That has just torn me apart that my dad of all people just told me that. My dad also called me a fool liar and that I go behind the back of my family and lie to them. Im so depressed and devasted right now...honestly I just want to give up on life. I have so much against me right now, and I pretty much have no family support, and I dont feel like I can go to my friends for this, or that anyone cares. The worst part is that Im not even a bad person. Im a freshman in college and pursueing a bachelors in accounting, and probably a masters and cpa as well. Ive never gotten in trouble with the law, or caused anyone any trouble. I keep up my grades, and I always put school work first, and I definately have my priorities on check. Its just my dad is stuck with some ignorant strict views, and I have to suffer. Im honestly just at the point now where I want to just say fuck it now, and I just dont want to be living miserably..