It's good to have a community, even a virtual one, where I feel safe to discuss anything and to state any opinion with little fear of contempt. I appreciate all of you a lot, even though I don't really know any of you very well, even online. About a week ago I smoked again after a 1.5 month break. It really did a lot for me, the break that is. I smoke more responsibly now, and I don't feel the need to fiend when I run out of bud. I've been dry since... Sunday, and it's been no problem, when before I'd be scraping together change to buy a gram to last until payday. Thanks everyone.