i dont totally know what i did, and im not even sure if everything is ruined or not... but im pretty sure its over. fuck i hate myself...
heres a lil song to go with it You lift me up so high You bring me to my knees You make me feel so warm But you make my heart deep freeze I don't know when it turned I don't know where I went But I know all is lost Time should of been better spent Cut me open, and Tie me down Chain me too the wall Tape my mouth so I make no sound Cut me open, and Tie me down Take my heart away from me And stomp it to the ground These days they came so fast But how quick they've gone away Ive been taken hostage And I haven't slept in days Ive bled all I can Until my veins can bleed no more Ive sworn and ive broken But it just makes me grow sore, so Cut me open, and Tie me down Say what I want to here Ill play your little game Cut me open, and Tie me down Gag me and cuff my hands Ill never feel true love again Now that I realize What I have lost was so dear to me Why do I feel locked down Though im finally free Where did it go wrong Whyd it have to go this way Is it too late for us Its it too late for me to say Cut me open, and Tie me down Tell you I love you still But you just turn away Cut me open, and Tie me down Is what I feel for you Blinded by the light of day This is all I know This is all im living for In a scarlet pool of tears I lay upon the floor Ravaged by my thoughts And raped by whats not seen Do I have any hope Or is this life the end of me Cut me open, and Tie me down Spit into my face And kick me when im down Cut me open, and Tie me down Ive seen the end of time The apocalypse is now… and im sorry. sorry if i seem a bit depressed for the next few days... ill try not to bring you guys down.
love is a many colored creature... it laches onto us ... and sucks us dry it teaches us humiliation and pain
No, no, no!!! Positive seeds!!! Our Adam will not be unhappy! Dude, I'm sure it's not that bad. What happened? I bet you can fix it. UGH...I feel like I may have jinxed you in that one thread. If I did, I'm sorry. Talk to her and fix it, Adam! Seriously...don't let her go until you know for sure what's going on.
dont fret rummy, i wont let her go, times might just get rocky for the next little bit... i talked to her for a while today, and think shes going to call me tonight. this weekened turned out VERY wierd... but ill fix everything. im sure i can.
Those rocky times suck but if you make it through them then your relationship will be stronger. I have faith in you!!! I'll send some lucky ~karma~ and really good ~vibes~ your way and you just use your charm and all that other good stuff you have going on to keep your girl.
umm.. i have no idea whats going on... how bout some enlightenment? well whatever it was, im sure you'll pull through just fine... so there.
this has happened to me many times before...i always manage to fuck something up.... Dont worry man...love always finds a way...if you are meant to be with her you will be...simple as that... Hope it works out...