Please let me know what you think [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=REFpi7lLNgc]3 Peat Instrumental - Lil Wayne - YouTube[/ame] Verse kicks in at :29 Opposite of nostalgia My momentums fading I feel my heart start racing Tracing me back to a place when I saw nothing but hating I grew up around people who thought I just a lame No friends for me my mind became taimed to contain my anger Every day I talked shit with strangers I'm warning you bitches I am nothing but danger This marijuana makes me feel nothing but stranger I'll swoop you up and let you dangle from steel clothes hanger I used to scream fuck the world because of how I was treated It felt like if I was put in heaven I wouldn't even be greeted I drowned my emotions with bowls and blunts I looked away from the problems that I needed to confront I was 6 foot 2 in middle school man it didn't feel cool I was taller than some kids when they stood on a pedestal They used to grin because I didn't fit in I smiled back but my blood boiled with sin under my skin I wanted to destroy them all until the cops pulled me off Hell I wish afterwords their face got covered over with a cloth They thought I was soft because I never fought back But I was raised to walk away instead of attack I got panic attacks from smoking too much weed It's the worste feeling ever it was the last thing I needed So I pleaded to God can't you just help me out I feel like a flower in a drought and I am dying to sprout I used to dream about the day that my life would get better Somtimes I contimplated writting suicidal letters But I would never do that I could never take my life Fuck letting their strife deprive me of having kids and a wife I've been through a lot my parents always saught to be fought I quickly caught on and understood each one of their thoughts It's not about who wins it's about who raises their chin and get's clensed of the sin to the peace within Back then I didn't know it but life is just a struggle The only easy money gets you in trouble with with just bars to snuggle I could juggle three bubbles before I get rich I wish I could take a pinch out of what Bill Gates gets But that's not how it works you have to start as a clerk And assert to the top until you can give yourself a big smirk Don't mind all the jerks what can they possibly hurt Don't ever let someone divert you from your dirt Because your ground is your own And your pride is your tone So be prompt like a microphone and say leave me the fuck alone I went from mentally feeling as small as a gnome Now I'm a giant prone from having hate registered into my dome If you've ever been alone beleive me I understand It feels like being spanned out like a wristband I'm reaching for someone but I can't be with her She's like a gem and I'm the flowing water just making a whisper Antagonizing like a blister I drown it with bitter liquor Were so close but far away like Earth from the Big Dipper My heart feels like it's going through a wood chipper A fever couldn't make me feel sicker I'm ill as an HIV positive stripper I need a sitter to make sure I don't do anything embitter But I'm slicker and quicker so I run out into the streets And crack concrete as I'm running to were she sleeps I love you more than life will you please be my wife I've never felt such strife it feels like a jagged knife I promise to be with you for life so what do you say You will never have dismay if you just say ok
yea I already figured those parts out and some others I'm going to touch it up before I record it. Thanks for the criticism though