So I've been dating my girlfriend for a year now. Love this girl to death and I can't really see myself without her. I've never cared about someone so much in my life. Last week she complained about pain in her groin area and swollen lymph nodes. Her family has a history of cancer and other rare medical diseases in women so I urged her to go to the doctor. It took until Tuesday for her to finally make an appointment. They suggested she may have an STD and ran a wide variety of tests. My girlfriend has grilled me for the last several days constantly because she was a virgin before she met me. Shes been in and out of moods and then finally an hour ago the doctors office called her in to discuss the results...which obviously isn't good. It turns out I've given her HSV-1 (Cold Sores) in her genital area....I have no STD.....but I gave her cold sores in her vaginal area. I've always been super careful. Shes only let me go down on her 3x since we started dating anyway...I have no idea what to do. She told me not to come see her tomorrow or to talk to her anymore. Her mother lives down the street from me and I'm sick to my stomach right now....I've always been safe with sex my entire life, but I've had cold sores on my lip since before I can remember. I get them like once a year like 75% of the world does, but my girlfriend has never had them and it turns out she was extremely susceptible to my cold sores anywhere on her body :///. I feel like dying. Any advice?