To get straight to the point, something happened to me last night. It was an experience I will never forget. I was in my room yesterday evening, just browsing the web and dumb videos on youtube. I was fairly stoned from smoking after a tolerance break. I've smoked around 5 joints by this time. That's when shit really hits the fan, ladies and gents... This strange sensation comes upon me. The best way to describe it is that I was two people at the same time. I was looking down at myself. And then I feel pure horror. I realize how oblivious and insensitive I have become to other's feelings, and that I'm so wrapped up in a fucked up lifestyle that I've ignored everyone that's ever asked me to help them. I start looking around my room; at all the things I've accumulated in the years (guitars, books, clothes...) and I am feeling so unattached from them. Like they're just props, and that they don't really show how I am. I begin to realize how I've been leading such a life so untrue to myself. I've been pursuing asinine delusions that made me so damn ignorant. I understand that I have to really be there for my loved ones. I went to bed, and had such a restful sleep. I quit my job this morning and deleted my social media accounts. I'm feeling so calm and so relaxed like never before. I am usually an extremely anxious person. Every single day I have shitty thoughts running through my head, and I constantly feel like shit. But today, I'm not feeling anxious or depressed in the slightest. I feel so damn free.