I just typed up a giant story about my reasons for why id stopped smoking and my laptop died halfway through so im putting up a short version of the story ill type it out if people want to read it but for now this is all you get. Mom pretty much told me i could smoke, had a party while my little sister wasn't home and mom didn't care, got pulled over at 3 am and had to talk my way out of shit while baked, smoked in my house and she smelled it and said she wanted me to go to rehab but her boyfriend talked her out of it he just told me to smoke outside, I threw another party and let my friends convince me to let them smoke in my basement so i let them, we also ended up having beer pong outside and we pretty much went nuts all night. Im positive everyone in my house is pissed at me. While the party was going on i was offered [removed] and ended up taking it, the combination of weed and that pill made me go nuts and see how dumb i was being and how i was making my moms already hard life even harder. So i decided to stop all drinking and smoking for a month, and then after i experience the world sober again ill decide what i want to do. I told my friends right there that im not allowed to do anything for a month and made them promise they wouldn't let me. Im tired of being a scummy sketchy kid and i don't want my sister to get into alcohol and drugs because i was a dumb ass. I figured that if i was going this far i might as well change some more shit about my life, i plan on exercising and getting into shape instead of going out every night and im actually really excited to start this. I told my friends i still want to chill with them even if there smoking im just not going to participate, So hopefully this can show me what people hangout with me just for my weed and which people actually matter. Has anyone here ever had a realization like this? And will it still be possible for me to chill with people who smoke and not be tempted?