Hey all, I'm not sure if i really want to blaze much anymore. I know you guys are probably sick of reading posts like this but I want some real advice. I've been smoking the herb for about 2 years now, i mean i love it and all. But the more i smoke the more i just feel its more of a burden then being really fun. Like i take T-breaks and such ALL the time, like in reality i dont really smoke that much, mabye 3-5 times a week at most or something. I've come to realize that regardless of the type of bud i smoke (sativa or indica) i just honestly feel retarded when i am high. I like how it really relaxes my muscles and such because i work out a lot and am usually sore, but really i cannot function so much when i am high and its starting to piss me the fuck off. I thought buying a vaporizer would help because your not getting any carcinigens and such so it wouldn't be so much of an intoxicating effect and it would be healthier. So i got a vape bros vaporizer and it works great and I was right about it being a lot healthier and the high is a lot clearer, but still it feels as if something is "clogging" up my brain i guess you can say and im sitting there like "........yea....." and i just cant even function its fucking annoying. Not only that but it really messes with my motivation, i find that after smoking on the weekends i would much rather just sit around and smoke all day rather than workout, do school stuff and such. Ya know the stuff that really matters. I really don't know what to do my blades, i've tried the whole taking a break thing which i've done A LOT. But everytime its the same old story, i smoke for the first time in like a a couple weeks or so and i get so fucking high which is great but really its just the same shit. On top of all this shit, i can't even remember what i did the day before so wtf is even the point of spending money on this stuff if i can't even remember what i did to entertain myself the day before. I can't grow right now so that is out of the question, but even so i dunno if i would want to because it would basically mean that i can smoke all i want and be retarded 24/7. Which sounds awesome but honestly it would fuck with me and my priorities. I dunno what to do my friends anyone have any suggestions? Sorry for the long post/profanity.