Do i qualify.

Well since ive been 15 im now 18 ive been heavily depressed from school and a weird thing if i see someone for a short period (1-2 weeks) of time and just stop seeing them i get really depressed. Well i remember when it started i was on a trip with my dad to miami for 2 weeks and it was time for the report cards to come out and i knew it was bad. so i just went on, not tring to think about it well that didnt quite work because 4 days into it my mom calls from the house and said you got 2 failing grades and well talk about it when you come back and try to fun. well i couldnt sleep because i knew and my dad didnt know my grades, and i felt like i was lieing to him for not telling him my grades he keep asking if i got the report card. I dealt with this without seeing a doctor and getting the correct medication i feel my problem increased from sad/shit to even thought about harming myself. im proud of myself but its the truth. well long story short i started using marijuana and got shitty grades and never worried about it again along with other stuff. haha do i qualify