I was looking in the mirror the other day and received a daunting realization. I will be dead someday. I believe in an after-life, but I believe I will no longer walk this planet in it's current state. Suddenly, I asked myself, "what do I want people to remember me for?" Certainly not being pushy or forceful about my Christian beliefs, but as a good reflection of how Jesus lived His life. I want to be remembered for love, not hate. I realize this is completely out of my control though as people can interpret love as hate and hate as love. So, now I'm left with the question, "Why do I want to be remembered by humans, anyway?" They are certainly indecisive creatures and I have no control over how they remember me. I'll ask these same questions to you, reader. - Do you want to be remembered by humans? Why? - What do you want to be remembered for? Why is that important to you?
Depending on what I decide to be later on, maybe a dad, teacher, or professer, I'd like to be remembered by my kids and colleagues as someone who 'understood'... someone who was a ruthless impartialist. I would want to be remembered as someone who would not want to be defined by labels, but as 'a man who rejected bad ideas'. Something a long those lines.
I want to be remembered by humans. At least one. I want to die knowing I changed someone's life. So I guess that's what I want to be remembered for.
Because someone changed my life for the better, a few people have, I would want to give that feeling to someone else. And they would remember me for it
People can forget "me" entirely. As long as they don't forget not to use Everclear for bong water, I am content.
hmm, remembered in the distant future? i don't rally care about that, i don't even know who my great great grandfather is, everyone is forgotten eventually unless you did something very big i guess just leaving a positive impact on my friends and family would be nice, that's all that really matters to me, but then again it's all so subjective as for how i feel bout what will happen to me if i die, i don't know, it's beyond my chimp mind, i can't possibly imagine what will happen after that, i'll just have to wait and see, i don't understand awareness, consciousness, i don't understand the nature of the super organism that is our universe, i can only come up with ideas as to what will happen my main focus is what i do in this life, what i can accomplish, i want to pursue my passions as much as i can and just do what i love, and be as happy as possible, and try to be free of negativity
My fear of death is very bad, and lead me to be somewhat obsessed. Honestly, I believe in a God. But i do have inclinations to be skeptical, yet i still truly think he is real. I personally think i want to be remember by people, because in death, i still think we humans are connected to each other (Maybe even reborn). I'd say something great, like a new invention or something