Someday, when you look back on it allâ€¦ That's when it will hit you. That's when you will realize it. That your generation and my generation are completely different. That alcohol is just as much a gateway drug as nicotine is as anything is. In fact, drinking water, led me to drink juice, which led me to drink soda which led me to drink alcohol. Speaking of whichâ€¦ Alcohol is fine and legal, so are cigarettes. Would you rather have me do that on my free time? Just b/c of the hurt that drugs caused your brother and yourself does not classify me into the same definition. Instead of blaming weed that led to meth that led to his deathâ€¦ Why not instead look at the fact that your mother left, he was forced to keep a noble lie in order for you to grow up somewhat normal. I am not your brother, I have a caring loving family which I love in return, but find it inhospitable due to the flawed logic which you repeatedly shove in my face to which I repeatedly just remain quiet taking the punishment, because I'd rather not make you hurt anymore than you do. Im sorry if my only habit may be smoking weed. But it sure is a hell of a lot better than being an alcoholic. You raised your son well, and I am a strong, capable, and talented individual. I refuse to let you misinterpret this situation any longer. What will happen if it is legalized?? What then? Will I still not be allow ombined and alone have killed more people than marijuana ever has. ed to? Hell you let me smoke cigarettes under your roof, even drink. And both of those. No, I still wont tell you where I get it from b/c you have probably met them, no I will not move to bigger better drugs, im not some dumbfuck druggie. Yes, maybe you should get your medical card, yes maybe all those anti anxiety pills are making you lose your mind. Yes it does â€œchill me outâ€ and I'm sure it will do the same for you.