An old one of mine, but the most recent too. Well anyway, this one is about a few things...loss of a girl, and alcohol to compensate for my delerious state of sadness. Umm, enjoy... Cry From a Tortured Soul 1/13/04 These overwhelming burdens They have returned I should be sleeping But instead A familiar warm liquid Flooding my rivers of scarlet Turning my vision blurry My thoughts soon follow suit Overanalizing this as well As everything else that can be Overthinking, racing Making this impossible. To turn back time Would mean to find the solution. Sweeping back to the past Will surely solve everything If only, If only. This trust that's been broken Was never there The lies have been unearthed I don't really care. Absolutely nothing compared to this. Everything else seems insignificant When shown against this light. As quickly as it came It falls again As wonderful as it was, It's horrible again. This primitave form of self-torture, Firey liquid of the gods, Taking it's toll. Eyes getting heavy, Reality in a daze. I care for you, But I don't care now. I long for you, But I hate you now. I wonder what you are thinking, Though my own thoughts are unclear. As much as I try The memory can not be killed. I'll never love anybody, The way I loved you.