It's weird - I haven't had a best friend in a long long time. I have a lot of acquaintances, but not very many good friends. It's hard for me to relate to other people for some reason. I'm fairly straight-laced other than pot. I rarely drink and don't smoke cigarettes. It's pretty much impossible for me to find someone like me to be friends with, since someone like me doesn't really stand out in a crowd. I'm blitzed, so that probably doesn't make a lot of sense. I guess I'll let it out by playing video games.. Damn. As lame as it sounds, I just want a fucking friend to hang out with.