am i tripping? plz answer and help. be nice tho

okay. so i smoked exaclty 6-7 bowls of some top shelf stuff, you see the crytals from a mile away, it was some sour grape hardball. so i smoked 1 bowl by myself while having an over the phone smoke session with my cousin that was outta town. then i smoked a bowl wit my *****a. then after about an hour of walking we smoked 4-5 more bowls in a bathroom, finished off the quite a bit of weed we had. then we walked to a liqour store. saw some *****s and said wassup, i felt like i couldnt quit moving. and we were smoking a black nd mild, then a chick comes up, hot AF and starts talking, nd looks right n my eyes and says i like your sweatshirt ive noticed before that i talk weird when high, so i was quiet i would look at her, then as soon as she looked at me i would look away, she asked if i made her nervous, my friends answered for me "hes jus high af" and she said oh okay. then she left after a minuite. i kept talking after she left, i can talk to close friends with no problem, but im quiet, like my voice is so quiet that people have to ask "what?" and everytime i get high i feel a paranoia/social anxiety when high. and i feel like i cant talk for shit. any thoughts on this? plz help me im trippin out over here, is this normal? or what should i do? if i got on paranoia/anxiety meds, would it make my high more enjoyable? plz do comment and help. toke on, one love

 

if she made me nervous*

 

well, im actually a popular kid around town, i know prolly 85% of people around town, im very sociable, everyone likes me, the girl wanted my dick. but i was high i jus made myself look stupid, i used to smoke alot asnd be fine, a normal high, then onetime, i smoked a blunt of with some random black dread head outside my local liqour store, and i did all this, but beyond it like to the extreme ever since i get like this. i jus wanna get back to gettin high but bein on my level. nd if i smoke jus a bowl or more i get like this, so should i jus take like 1 hit nd wait for awhilee. what should i tell my friends, i feel like im pussin out like a 13itch... i jus wanna go back to my normal smokin times. i really feel like this might cause me to quit smoking.

 

watchu mean bruhh? any advice tho? im feelin like this girl might think im some crack headed ass nikka but i know imma see her tomorrow, and i plan on getting a brownie from my best dealer, it will be my first edible. shjould i do it when alone? i wanna be able to hit on her and pull a number or something, basically, i needa know how to get nice n high while stayin on my level.

 

thanks man, u prolly the most helpful 1 yet. im buyin a ank sac today. best shit in town. as im told. so imma bring some headphones and me nd my partna are finna jus chill and relax and smoke till we feel it. hopefully its a better trip, idk, but the talking part always happens not matter what. is my brain like fryed and err time i smoke its makes me talk weird?

 

beer or any alcohol wouldbe hard to get till like next week. but anyways, im not a racist bro. i love all races. and i jus think if err1 smoked, the whole world would be like that, and jus be one happy smoke placee. xcept for like kkk people. there broken forever

 

i did better today, but i also lot a joint with 1 gram in it, before i smoked, it was windy and it flew outta my ear, before i realized we wer long gone.. and naww, i was chillin wit some mexican nortes then wit some black crips