Apparently it's in my family. I have it, no doubt. I smoke my weed if I have it whenever I can. I will smoke half smoked cigs if they r in the ash tray (I don't buy them, never have) but fuck this. Is this actually passed down thru genes or is it mental? Ive never done anything more than cigs weed and alcohol, but I'm just imagining how I'll be in the future when I'm older. Adivice blades? I don't want any neg replies cuz those serve no purpose. I can take constructive critism