Earlier this morning I wrote about how I took some AVB and make some firecrackers. Well the post got some views, no replies and well, I've decided to elaborate and go in a different direction. Put on your water wings man, here we go! So yesterday and not for the first time, I made some firecrackers. After choking them down and nearly hurling a couple of times, I relaxed and watched "The Hangover" for the first time. hahaha brilliant. The high went on, then slowly dissipated. After 6.5 hours of the high, I went to bed. I slept absolutely beautifully and started my day at 5:30. I got up and did my usual routine, shower, check some websites, drink a mug of tea and leave for work. I found myself from the start with a sense of peace and calmness. I could feel the warmth of the high still with me, but in a calm way, my head was clear. I went through my day with a smile stuck on my face. Usually I get worried or stressed about work/money/whatever and frown a lot. I tend to worry about money constantly and think about how much I hate one of my two jobs. Today I can honestly say was frownless. I felt so free. I got my hair cut, I surprised my wife with hot chocolate at work, worked out for 45 mins and managed to put my wedding ring on comfortably -- lost weight, no more "I'm still too fat to wear my ring, it doesn't fit" anymore haha and even though it's cloudy and cold, it felt like a great day anyway. I am usually pretty mood swingy -- difficult to impress and make happy... sometimes I'm "too happy" and other times I'm downright miserable. Anyways, I just wanted to share. Today has been a treat -- one I will not forget.