People have been searching for themselves for years, decades even. Some years after middle age, people tend to not care to search anymore, or have found themselves. I think it is important not to forget yourself in the days of modern society. You are being of possibly high intellect. For someone to say other wsie could be foolish. Have they traveled where your shoes have? Most likely not. People these days seem broken. And with that detactched from the human condition. What is the human condition? A fabrication for what humans act like? Or an actual thing that can be examined and studied as science? Only you, can determine that answer. Stay whole. The minute you crack, you are under constant attacks tha tam to shatter you. Stay whole. Stay strong.