Feel like I'm dying....

Discussion in 'General' started by NoSecrets913, Dec 5, 2011.

  1. "It's been getting worse lately.

    I started with just a loss of appetite. And even then, I just blamed it on my lack of motivation from constantly smoking. But then it progressed from not eating as much to not eating at all. I find there are days where I can go the entire day without eating or drinking and I don't even realize it.

    Next came the innevitable weight loss. I went from looking like an athletic college guy to a fucking twig. Over 20lbs of muscle gone.

    Now the latest thing is the cramps. It feels like my body is eating itself alive. I have no energy. I have no motivation. All I want to do is smoke."

    That is my recount of the last 5 months.

    I started writing that as a question about what I should do. But I quickly realized that the demon that was killing me, was myself.

    I love weed. I love the taste, the sight, the smell, but most of all I love being happy. And lately, I've come to realize I can't feel happy without it.

    Weed is a wonderful, wonderful plant that contains just the right mix of chemicals to help us enhance our lives. But at what point does weed stop being an enhancement and becomes a basis for everything? Admit it. Sex, food, movies, music, etc; It all seems dulled without weed.

    Let me be an example. Don't let a damn plant control your life. Enjoy your weed, enjoy your life.

    Just don't let those two become one and the same.
     
  2. stay away from real drugs hommie
     
  3. DO you have the aids?
     
  4. #5 Hydroriffic, Dec 5, 2011
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    [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vuyEgvCVYd8]I feel like dying - Lil wayne - YouTube[/ame]
    lol keep your chin up, are you keeping busy?
     
  5. Weed rehab?

    Dont blame your personal carelessness on a plant. Its just a plant, as you are just a human. Take some responsibility for christs sake...
     
  6. i was gonna post the same song weezy f baby
     
  7. #10 weednotcrack, Dec 5, 2011
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    Just quit smoking weed OP, and get back into athletics. The exercise will help regain your appetite and it'll make you feel good. Don't forget to eat a healthy diet. Exercise and eating a healthy diet are the two most basic things for a happy, healthy life and just about no one does it.:laughing: It's kinda funny.
     
  8. This, OP.
     
  9. I dunno if weed is your problem man, sounds like a neurological condition. That's just not normal at all
     
  10. Get your shit back on track or Hulk Hogan gun beat you.
     
  11. Man, I was just like this last year man. I was waaay to dependant on it, and in such a negative way.

    I reccomend that you don't quit it at all. Instead, gradually lower your dose. It may take a month to get used to smoking only 1 bowl per day. Get lots of sleep, it'll make you feel more energetic. Drink some juices too. Those are great when you don't feel like eating breakfast, but still need some nutrients. Most importantly, realize than you CAN become less dependant of the weed. You just have to take your time.

    You'll feel much better when you will understand when you need weed and when you don't. Some things can be just as fun sober, you might not realize it until give it a try.
     
  12. Those symptoms are not from smoking too much weed, I don't think. You should go get checked out. Get some blood work done.
     
  13. #16 Major Hit, Dec 5, 2011
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    I can't believe it either. Dude...get thou butt to the doctor, like now. Total loss of appitite and that kind of weight loss doesn't sound right.

    Also, marijuana is not an appitite suppressant. You should be hittin' the potato chips and snickers like a wildman.
     
  14. You could be depressed..
     
  15. I've got an easy fix for you man... run.
     
  16. Sounds like every day depression to me.
     
  17. Take a break from smoking, exercise and regain back that muscle but it's strange Marijuana should help giving you an appetite. I had this problem before Weed, I always had an shitty appetite so it was hard for me to gain weight, Weed helps in them and also Protein Shakes.
     

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