I have had this topic on my mind for a while. I love the cognitive changes when under the influence of (in my case) wax. Weed the pungent smell in non legal state is very paranoia bring to me. Since taking dabs i can enjoy the marijuana to its fullest potential, maybe this is a placebo, but till its legal im sticking to wax or when i get a med card. So i am on a tbreak, scrapping my reclaim every night just to dab at night for sleep. I realize how much i love how my thoughts change when high. If i seek a meaningful high by lets say meditiation. I can have a great experience if im not too high. I love how my thoughts change and how different i think. I learned that under the influence i feel "normal" not on edge anymore. More relaxed, empathetic, thinking about life, etc. Its a great tool that helps me find a better understanding of the world and finding a deeper connection with my self. I absolutely love it.