I keep having extremely depressing thoughts all day about my ex and her current boyfriend whenever i'm not stoned. I have been dabbing everyday straight for 3 months and my heart still hurts from her. I think about her constantly and twitter stalk her throughout the day. I deactivated my facebook and instagram so i couldn't look at her profiles no more :/ . I have been smoking since i was 12 and i'm 18 now and so is my ex. She was my high school sweetheart. It was just weed until about 5 months ago. It happened after my ex gave me a dab vape. Who she got it from her current boyfriend who wanted to give it to me for f#$%@ free. I feel like it was their plan all along to ruin me like this. We broke up the week after senior prom. After she accused me of cheating with my co-worker. Which i never ever would cheat on her. I feel like she just said that because she was cheating on me. She was my first love and i wasn't hers. I feel crushed every morning i wake up until i dab, which is right when i wake up usually. She cussed me out bad today and blocked my number. The reason being is because i called her out on her current boyfriend who's a worse loser than me. They all work together at a resturaunt and he's the GM's son. He told me he's been smoking since he was 8 which is unbelievable to me. He eats his own skin and has a ponytail. He's the dishwasher there employed by daddy. Idk why she would downgrade like that. I have college coming up and i have a job. I am the better looking guy too honestly. I have muscles from 6 years football 3 years rugby. Smoked all throughout that too. Wish i wouldn't have. Wish i never started weed so early age. Wish i never started dabs. Wish my sister wasn't in jail due to heroin addiction and wish my dad wasn't an alcholic. He's been split with my mom for 2 years 8 months. Due to older sister. I have a little brother too who puts up with our bullshit. I feel the worse for him. He doesn't have a dad, so i'm his role model, but i can't be when im smoking weed. I have a little dabs left and i want to quit for a feeling of a lifetime. Until my life is sorted out and i am ready for it again. I want to do great in life. My plan is to workout to kill my craving for dabs. I believe it's also the only way i can eat or sleep without dabs. I let dabs control my emotions and it failed horribly. I know once i run out of my current dabs and i wake up the next morning, i'm going to be going crazy. I just need some help getting through day 1 2 and 3. What remedies can you guys mix up to cure my sad lonely stoner heart? I want to quit weed/dabs i just need some inspiration. All answers are greatly appreciated
Dude, many things. You are young and don't yet realize it, but this is a tiny hiccup in life. Don't let your life revolve around coulda, woulda, shoulda. She is no longer worth your time and consideration, the World has a lot to offer. Take a hard look at where your at (you already are in a way), and what options may be available. Don't rely on only your current knowledge, what other resources are out in the community? Seek that shit. Pump up the idea of success through knowledge to little bro. I'll stop, but hopefully a seed is there in the fertile soil of your brain, succeed. Now as a mod I have to remind you/plead with you; to Please read the forum guidelines as you promised. Discussions of other drugs (even casually, is not copasetic).
This is why I tell people to stay away from dabs. They get you hella high, but addicting as hell, way too much THC and makes weed feel like nothing, which has a bad enough tolerance of its own. If your gona smoke, just smoke bud, and I think that exercise will do wonders for you, its a natural anti-depressant and will get rid of your pent up anger, its helped me with my stress.
Yeah my friends have rigs and it looks pretty extreme I mean they basically can't do anything after they dab it looks retarded to me. It's sad when weed looks like a hard core drug lol. Also op u started smoking when you were 12 years old that's pretty fucking bad if you ask me your brain has been in an altered state for 6 years in the most important stage of brain activity. This is what bothers me about young people smoking weed because it makes them look cool. I smoked when I was 17 and smoked every day for a year and have gone back to it for short bursts and I think I did it too young. It has downsides we need to stop looking past this. You will be fine man sober up and male changes to your life otherwise you will be stuck in a deep pit of depression and it will be harder to get out of the longer you stall. It starts with you, time will heal the wounds from your first young love. You will grow up and look back and it will probably seem stupid. I'm only 22 but I've come a long way and looking back 18 feels like so long ago and I realized I was just a kid at that point. Good luck man you can do this.
Idk why dabs are this huge thing to people. They're really not that addictive, it's a concentrate lol. Like anything, use in moderation. As far as the female, this sounds a lot like you're first real heartbreak. You will come to learn what to expect from people the more you deal interact with them. Use this to your advantage rather than wallowing in it, and it can be very beneficial.
Thank you guys so much for the advice. I have been doing 1 every morning and that's it. Tomorrow I will try to not do any at all. Wish me luck guys!!
Ya, you're basically using as an emotional crutch which is a component of addiction. Don't focus on the addiction aspect but you need to hop onto something healthy. You mentioned working out, that's an awesome way to deal with this shit. I know, I went through a divorce that was almost the end of the road for me. You need to meet some other ladies and get your self esteem back. This will all feel like a fart in the breeze after a while.