What Your High Is Like?

I started smoking weed slowly. I would smoke very small amounts and just be happy. I would be high and laugh and just be a very happy person. Nothing else. However i slowly began smoking more and more a little faster than my tolerance would go up. So each time i smoke i try to get just as high or higher than last time. Or almost as high as the last time.

Anyways, now when i get high my vision is different. My peripheral vision is almost gone. Its there but i cant focus on it so its basically just black. The best way to explain my highs are saying its like watching a movie in a theater. I can only focus on my central vision. Like in a theater you cant see anything but whats right in front of you. Also when i blink i notice it. I dont really notice my blinks when im sober. But when im high its like everything goes black for a couple seconds or i blink faster than my brain can understand what just happened. Is your high like this?

 

I actually went on a 3 week vacation so that was my t-break. I will be getting home tonight and I will see how my high is this time. Thanks for the tips. And yeah ive never freaked out before. I almost had a panic attack because it was hard to breath but i had read about that stuff and i just stayed calm so im pretty good about those kind of things.