when you get stoned, does your vision alter?

i first toked up when i was 15 years of age. i instantly fell in love. i would take a few bong rips with my boys and would just laugh our asses off.

a dozen cereal boxes, a few home made bong pieces, and another dozen juice boxes took all of the rooms available space. the unforgettable grin i would get... my facial muscles ached from smiling at such long intervals.

a time or two from the ol' days really pop.

i was with my new gf, and good god man, she resembled a damn dog! what i mean by that is: her facial features were more prominent. it was the weirdest thing.

anyhow, a year and a half later i was standing in front of a judge at 16, stoned.

i got caught up with a couple possesions, and was staying in d.t. until the found a group home placement. i thought a couple days of being sober would scrape the residual effects i was feeling, such as: a sloth like mind and really weird vision that i only use to get it back in the day, but deal with it now 24\7, four and a half years later.

i gave up the smoke for a year once, and the visual weirdness was still pretty prominent from what i recall. it really scared me when it didnt fade even a tiny bit at the thirty day landmark. also, i shit you not, the past six years is a coalesced ball of blur. i feel so dreamy all the time, and it honestly it sucks.

this altered vision I'm speaking of is something i believe everyone gets while intoxicated, wether it be on: weed, alcohol, or xanax.

there's this blissful sense of detachment from reality. a person who hasn't experienced a visual change that's hasn't carried over into there sober living, probably will have a hard time identifying this change. it's a paradox from hell: the dimensions and colors are the same way they've always been, but something is very off. it isn't something anyone could ever understand via words. i just feel really detached, like i dont experience things a fully anymore.

share your experiences, thanks.

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