GOD DAMNIT!! i got 2 vials of hydromorphone and my god damn syringe is clogged..... i'm gonna cry if i cant get this shit to work oh, i'm fuckin sick wit it i got it unclogged, time to OD cuz i dont know shit about IV hydromorphone doses oh no, its clogged again, motherfucker
FUCK! i got it unclogged n i did jus a lil bit n it was so good but it wasnt enough, n now i cant get it unclogged again, motherfucking fuck
haha i hate nights like that where shit just does not go your way make sure you don't do too much man
jesus christ, the bullshit i go through to use intravenous drugs, thats gotta be the world record for longes to shootup, i started workin on that shit at 9 n didnt get a nice solid rush until jus now at 1030 i aint even doin the other one, feels just as good as heroin, i think i might of shot a chunk of somethin in that bitch though cuz when i put the needle in my arm the 2nd time i pushed it n it got half way then i had to push with all my might n somethin went pop n it jus went rushin into my arm at least i feel good now, nothin great though since i didnt do enough the first time like i should have
See, Im fucking drunk as fuck, Stoned as it gets. And feelin real mellow of xanys. Im glad this is all the drugs i do. (I am in no way am meaning to disrespect to offend you homie. Honest, Its straight. I know people are still good people not mattering what they do. Ya know.) (I'm also extremrly drunk so none of this prollly makes sense. It dont to drunk me i know.) But im glad this is what i do. Im glad im not on bo bo's like alot of people i grew up with, Im glad in not on the needle like alot of them are. Im glad i didnt do that shit, And stuck to the good ol shit. I'm so tore up i cant imagine being more fucked up unless im throwing up and not enjoying it no more. But i still got like a hour and a half till my ex gets here. Then she gon take a shower n everything. So like 2 hours until i got anything to do besides get fucked up. So i got two more hours of drinking n smoking. Im done wiht pills. Well i might snort another one or two. But ima be so tore up. I forgot the point of what i was writing. Im jus writing. To write. Because. Im drunk.
dude, i dont even know what the hell you jus said, it sounded like u were gonna give me a lecture on how i shouldnt shoot shit, then u went into how fucked up you are, then u said you quit pills, and then said ur doin 1 or 2 more haha but the xanax and endo sac's will make ya slack, so i feel the ramble my nig haha
I've never shot up and I just don't like the idea. Kind of seems like a buzz kill to me. I'm sure I'll atleast try it soon enough.
yea i'd like to feel the effects, but i've just set IV drugs as a mental barrier in my mind. Theres plenty other chemicals to keep me happy... plus needles gross me out.