Well, here comes an end to my drug filled summer, and school starts again (senior year), and now, with less than a week til the start, I'm starting to feel really depressed. I'm out of weed, and I'm just realizing how stupid the schooling system is. Just the monotone way they teach subjects, how they require everyone to dress the same, raise your hand to ask a question. What the fuck is this? It seems like some kind of conditioning, and the worst thing is, there's no way out. At the moment, I feel like dropping out on my last year, and just doing whatever the fuck I want, but i keep thinking that ill end up fucking flipping burgers for the rest of my life if I follow what I want to do. School just seems pointless, it takes away time from developing real world skills, cause the stuff we deal with in private school is a joke. I myself come from a fairly poor family, lived in an apartment since i was like 5, moved into some small houses as well, and having to deal with these rich preppy kids in their Mercedes cars, and their designer clothes is really starting to piss me off. I'm happy wearing clothes from almost anywhere, as long as I like the look, and I drive a Honda that I've had since I was 16, anyone whos been in my situation, having people look at them like they are better in some way, know how I feel. I just think that if I'll go back another year, ill fucking end up beating one of those motherfuckers, and get in some serious shit. And with the way my life is fucked, (real bad family issues, parents are split up, still in court about it, mom used to be an alcoholic, and tried to hide it, we constantly get in fights, and my dad doesn't really give a shit about anything, I don't know why or how he still pays the bills for school/living). I probably couldn't cope with that, and would probably do more drugs than I already do. So any advice? Because I don't really have the first clue of what I can do without an education, but at the same time, I feel like I cant really do school.