Well its about 11:45 at night and just got through. i was depressed big time yesterday and still depressed today. i have heard that really makes your high worse. im on one of my worst highs right now and i was shaking and coughing like crazy and had an anxiety attack all at the same time. now like 5 minutes later not coughing or shaking, but im still having an anxiety attack about the illegalness. . and its the only one where i got paranoid as crap! not that its bad for me and im killing myself, but another reason, see below. anyways, i think it makes the paraniodness of your fears about weed come out more. like if you are paranoid that you think it is bad for you that would be enhanced and you would be thinking that its killing brain cells and not like the high. anyways my high since i know it is not bad for you. is that it is illegal and i dont want to get caught. its really bringing out the fear of someone seeing me or the cops coming to my house. im so paranoid that im going to get caught, and since im still coughing that brings out the paranoia that im going to get caught by my parents or the cops. (if you lived with parents who knew you did it and didnt care i think this would be gone, and if you knew it wasnt bad for you, then it would really be impossible to be paranoid. just my opinion. and most likely people with medical marijuana can not get paranoid, because they dont think it is bad for them and if they get caught no big deal, there in no trouble, they wouldnt get paranoid. if paranoia werent a fator i dont think you could have a bad high, even if you were depressed. i guess some people get way more fearful than me also and could have a seizure from their high. what are yalls thoughts on this?