well i figure before i go on owth the rest of this ill let you all know im pritty drunk right now. ive rank about 1/4 of a bottle of smirnoff tripple distilled. im on my laptop which hasnt been turned on in FOREVER and i got it to wrok somehow i just dont remember. well im feeling damn good. GC is one of the few places where i feel i canpost what ifeel without being rediculed to heavily. this may sound like another drunk sob storry but i mean it. latley this place has become more of a family and i feel i can post about anything i want here and not feel judged loike i do in the "normal" world. gor remind me... i need to drink more, more offten.