and if you did, are you happy? who here followed their dreams and succeeded, or even failed and am happy?not sure if my wording is correct but decipher that shit.
Pretty muthafucking happy in the process of fulfilling my goals in life but I have to get ed-U-cated first. Idk i'm pretty content/happy right now but I know it's only going to get better. I can definately see it getting a little more borign after college as I'll probably quit smoking/drinking so I can actually be useful to society/make use of all the time and money i put into learning skills you feel me
What if my dreams were for a dead end job. I mean a job that i can do, day in, day out and make enough money to cover my rent, utils, benes, weed and still save about $1000 a month. Is it sad that that's all I want, I've been out of college for 4 years and still don't have what I would consider a consistent full time career?
IMO, not at all. If you're happy with what you have, then you're better off than most people now-a-days. Here's a smiley face:
that is pretty dope man. i got 2 choices. i can go get schooling for free , and get a 9-5 job in about 8 months,at boeing . its decent pay but i hate working a normal job .i know its a bum ass thing to say but i want my own business and to love what im doing.i dont want to be building no fuckin airplanes nor do i want to learn about them for 3 years.you cant just quit . boeing is for like life. or i can take the risky route and go pay for school with financial aid, and go do all sorts of computer sciences, and shit like that.but i can stand learning about this for like a couple years because i want to learn it. but this isnt a fairy tale and shit does happen so yeah.but i also have some dope ideas that have high potential. basically if i work at boeing i got to quit smokin weed, got to work a 9-5 for like ever, and do shit i dont enjoy. its a whole life style change im not sure im ready for, but this is also a once in a lifetime chance ya know? if thats your dream then more power to you. whatd you go to school for 4 years for? and did you want to go into the field you were studying? i guess im a dreamer but i got million dollar dreams.even if my college shit dosent work out i still got more ideas for my own business.it all takes money and time though.
if i were you i'd pay the money/risk being in debt for the rest of your life because that burden is worse than going to do something you hate for the rest of your life you feels meeeee
This remind me of the time I kneeled infront of the toilet and prayed to god... "Dear lord please let me become a porn star when I grow up, in Jesus' name, amen."
I feel like the now is all that matters. Sometimes shit just falls into place perfectly. I havnt graduated college yet but thats because I cant sit in a class room and my add is horrible unless I'm really interested in something. But once I understand alot about something I want to learn and understand something else. Idk its weird i've quit alot of things that i was really good at just simply because they weren't challenging anymore and I was better than 90% of the people i knew. Idk I love where I'm at right now and thats all that matters.