Well, honestly, its according to you whether you think you are capiable of growing....me I order DANK seeds the first time...with help from the CITY, you can do it!!! Thats what the city is here for.... I understand completely though about not ordering seeds for your first grow, just a bunch of things you need to experience first hand and not reading...but the best help I can give is read read read....use the city!! Oh and by the way... I chose Reefermanseeds.com(Hightimes dec. named him Canada's best bud breeder. Quick and stealth peace be the journey!