As long as i can remember ive always kept my feeling inside and never really expressed them to people. This is the reason ive never really had a relationship, even though ive had some chances. And now there is this new girl who i like and i know she feels the same. But lately i feel like im pushing her away because im not letting her in. For example the other day i wasn't in the greatest mood and she kept asking what was up, and i just kept saying nothing, even though there are a ton of things on my mind. I don't know why its so hard to talk to people sometimes, i don't know what my problem is. sorry for the rant, just needed to get it off my chest.